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Introspection



"Honestly, I am not the Holiest;
neither am I rebellious,
I can say I'm in-between but is that really good enough?

Sometimes I pray and sometimes I partay lol,
I guess my prayers will compensate for my wasted Fridays…
and later forgive me for the prospects of further days…... right? Well I'm guessing…
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a bad person;
I go to church on Sundays and try paying my tithes…

Hum... It's 10% of your income right? Yea I think I only give like 5…
Who cares! only I know what’s inside... but ay! I still gave something…
That's sowing a seed… and don't think I'm smoking weed…
C'mon that's too far I'm not into that stuff,
It can really mess you up... (not that I know of.. I was actually told of...)

Ok let’s get serious… I'm not being Hilarious... 

You see, God is the reason for these spoken words,
my life hasn't been something to write about...
Sometimes I feel as though God doesn’t hear my prayers up there,
maybe He is way too busy, has Billions of lives to keep. not EASY!
If I were Him, I would go crazy and above of all LAZY....

There are times when I roll on top of my bed and cry for God’s help…
I NEED A CHANGE, SHOW YOURSELF!!!
and all I see is dark clouds with thunder striking out loud…
No I'm not upset... Depressed? You bet...

One day I picked up my Bible, started from Genesis and believe me I had an undeniable renaissance, it felt like the neurons transmitting messages from the passages into my brain, sending signals and connecting synapsis into its Right place, now rejoicing with the Right Face…Got my mind thinking in an unusual way...

Now I can see the light, It is a bright day…
brand new me, oh what can I say....
God is so good in uncountable ways…"

Yours Truly,
Odatspoetry






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